dear god,

its me again...for the millionth time today.
as i sit here and come to you my heart is literally breaking in my chest.
my friend miss natalie love isnt getting better.
it looks like you are preparing to take her soon.
the doctors said she has two days...but only you know for sure.
please let her son get home first to see her and say goodbye.
please dont let her be in pain.
please comfort her family and friends.
i know you have a plan but it just doesn't seem fair.
i know life isnt always fair but you are, even if we can't see it.
please help us get through this...
i know you will.
but please remind us when it gets harder.
we will need that.
thank you.
-danelle